I hate life as of tonight...

My great grandmother, Grandmother Smith, passed on tonight at 8:00 PM. And what else to top that but a rotten week of breakups...

I broke up with my boyfriend two days ago and now this... The only person I can turn to to tell anything at all to dies...

All I can say is... Rest In Peace, Grammy S. Let the Lord guide you to heaven...

*Sigh*

I might be leaving DA for good. I have one watch, a few "Thank you for the watch" comments, ONE picture comment, and one friend.

I feel invisable on this site and so I also feel unwanted. If you would like to see my art elsewhere, check at...

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Why am I ignored? Can someone please tell me this???

MavrosBlack Signing Off... For Good...

I can't beleive it... I can't beleive it at all...

I must be having a really bad nightmare...

About five days ago, my sister was shot and killed... And not only did she get killed cruley, but so did one of my best friends, Trevor, when he got hit by a speeding car.

The two died about two days apart, but it's still a sin and now I'm feeling guilty. Survivor's guilt is taking it's toll on me double time. I've tried to forget it, and I've tried to smoke my pain away, but nothing worked. I'm feeling that if I didn't have my friends to live for, I'd be dead as well.

Well, fire's something that calms me down so I'm going to go play with my lighter now. Please, don't go on a pitty rage or anything. I'm getting it too much from the people I know and live with.

Okay. Okay. Phew. Calm.

My BoyFriend's MSN name is starting to really worry me.

"I've discarded my name as it is no longer needed"

His Tagline is worse...

"Guys... If I don't sign on tomarrow.... Assume that I'm gone... permantly..."

Okay. I must not panic... I'm REALLY scared though...

I need a hug.... V.V

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You are the almighty spirit wolf! A wolf will sometimes wonder from the pack but it will still bite back. You perfer to gaze at the moon. Allowing your unknown songs to echo throughout the night. Your element may consist of fire, ice, or dark. You love to stair at your loved ones eys. You seem to be sad or loney at time, but don't let yourself wonder too far. A pack is waiting for you.

"Who am I? Where do I belong? Am I alone? Or do I belong?"

This is my friend Amanda.